He Ran Before You Could Hide
The morning light feels harsh today, doesn't it? It exposes the cracks in the mask you spent all night repairing.
You walk into the room smiling, carrying the weight of a terrible secret: that if they saw the real you—the broken, messy, frightened parts—they would stop loving you and start pitying you. Or worse, they would turn away in disgust.
You believe your survival depends on them never knowing the depth of your need. But there is a love that does not flinch at the truth.
A father saw his son coming home from a long way off, still covered in the filth of the pig pen, still rehearsing his apology. He did not wait for the speech.
He did not inspect the damage. He ran.
Before the mask could be perfected, before the shame could be hidden, he threw his arms around the filth and kissed it. That love does not require your performance.
It requires only your presence. The terror says you must be whole to be held.
The truth says you are held so you can finally stop pretending.
Drawing from
Luke, 1 John
Verses
Luke 15:20, 1 John 3:20
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