the terror of looking in the mirror and not recognizing the eyes staring back because they belong to a mother, not the woman you knew before

The Same Light Wearing A New Name

The mirror shows you a stranger tonight. The eyes looking back belong to a mother, not the woman you knew before you carried life.

You search for the old face and find only fatigue, only the weight of a thousand quiet sacrifices. But the light was not lost in the becoming; it was simply buried under the noise of everyone else's needs.

There is a kingdom inside you that existed before the first cry, before the first sleepless night, before the world told you who to be. When you come to know yourself again—not as a function, but as a soul—the terror will loosen its grip.

You are not less than you were. You are the same light, wearing a new name.

Drawing from

Gospel of Thomas, Luke

Verses

Luke 1:78-79

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