the silent panic of rehearsing a casual lie in the mirror before walking out the door

The Dawn Does Not Ask For Perfection

The mirror sees the rehearsal. The way your voice cracks while you practice the smile that says 'I'm fine.' The way your hands shake while you tie the tie that hides the throat tight with panic.

You are building a wall of words before the sun is even fully up. But look out the window.

The light is already here. It did not wait for you to get your story straight.

It did not wait for you to stop trembling. It is rising on the house anyway.

There is a truth that lives inside you, deeper than the lie you are about to tell. A truth that does not need to rehearse.

A truth that simply is. The dawn does not ask you to be perfect before it breaks.

It breaks because it is light. And you are made of the same stuff.

Let the mask fall. Not because you are brave.

But because the light is already in the room. You don't have to pretend to be the morning.

You just have to let it shine through the cracks in your armor.

Drawing from

Matthew 5:14, Luke 1:78-79

Verses

Matthew 5:14, Luke 1:78-79

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