The Voice Beneath the Performance
The middle of the day is when the mask feels heaviest, and hearing your own voice recorded can make that weight spike into a visceral cringe. It sounds foreign.
Hollow. Like a stranger wearing your skin.
But that hollow echo is not the truth of who you are — it is just the sound of the performance you have been forced to maintain since noon. Jesus once told a woman, forgiven and weeping, that her great love was the only thing that mattered, not the reputation that made her cringe in the public square.
You came from the light, the place where the light generates itself, long before you ever had to speak a word for an audience. The voice you hear on the recording is the one trying to survive the afternoon; the voice the Father knows is the one resting in silence.
Stop judging the echo and listen for the source beneath it.
Drawing from
Gospel of Thomas, Luke
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