the quiet panic of checking your phone at 2am to see if anyone reached out, fearing silence means you are forgotten

Held in the Silent Dark

The middle of the day is loud, a perfect place to hide the quiet panic you felt at 2am. You checked your phone then, hoping for a name, a sign, anything to prove you were not forgotten in the silence.

But the light does not depend on a screen lighting up to know you are there. It was already shining in the dark room, steady and silent, while you waited for a notification that never came.

You are not forgotten because no one texted back. You are held by a love that does not need to type a word to be present.

The silence was not emptiness; it was the space where the light was holding you without noise. You are known even when the phone stays dark.

Drawing from

John, Sophia of Jesus Christ

Verses

John 14:20, Sophia of Jesus Christ 103:10-13

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