the silent panic of rehearsing a casual greeting in the mirror because you've forgotten how to sound like yourself

The Light Sees What You Hide

The middle of the day demands a performance you no longer have the energy to give. You stand before the mirror, rehearsing a casual greeting, terrified that the sound of your own voice will betray the panic underneath.

You practice the smile that says 'I am fine' while everything inside feels like it is fracturing. But the light does not need your performance to find you — it sees the exhaustion behind the mask and loves what is hidden there.

There is a truth living inside you that was placed there before the acting began, and it cannot be shaken by a forced hello. You do not have to manufacture a self to be worthy of the light.

The light is already speaking through the silence you are trying to hide.

Drawing from

Matthew, Gospel of Thomas

Verses

Matthew 6:22-23, Thomas 24

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