You Can Put the Weight Down
The mask is heavy this morning. You put it on before your feet hit the floor because you know exactly what will happen if you take it off.
You are not staying because you want to. You are staying because you are terrified that if you stop holding the roof up, the whole house will collapse on the people inside.
It feels like a quiet horror — the realization that your own life has become a structural beam for everyone else's survival. You cannot breathe, you cannot bend, you cannot be real, because the cost of your honesty is their destruction.
But listen — the light does not need you to be a beam. It does not need you to be the glue.
There is a Father who sees the performance, and He is not asking you to hold the sky up today. He is asking you to put the weight down.
The house will not fall if you stop pretending. The light is already holding what you are so afraid to release.
Drawing from
Matthew, Gospel of Mary
Verses
Matthew 11:28
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