missing your children growing up because of choices you made

The Father Runs Before You Speak

The mask is heavy this morning, isn't it? Smiling at work while your heart is back there, watching moments you missed because of choices you made.

You feel like a stranger to their growing up, and the gap between your face and your grief feels impossible to bridge. But listen — the light does not require you to be perfect to be present.

It sees behind the performance and loves what is breaking underneath. There was a father who saw his son coming home from a long way off, covered in the dust of wasted years.

He did not wait for an apology. He ran.

Before the speech, before the fixing — he ran. That same love is running toward you right now, not to condemn the time lost, but to restore you to your root.

You are not defined by the years you missed, but by the love that remains. The light that was there before the mistake is still there now, waiting for you to take it off and just be.

Drawing from

Luke, Gospel of Mary

Verses

Luke 15:20, Gospel of Mary 4:28-29

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