hearing their laugh in the next room at a party and having to calculate exactly how many steps to take away so you don't accidentally walk into them

Safe to Put the Mask Down

The mask is heavy this morning, especially when you hear that laugh from the next room and your body instantly calculates the exact number of steps needed to retreat. You are performing okayness while your heart is backing away from a collision you cannot survive.

But the light sees behind the performance. It sees the exhaustion of mapping escape routes in a crowded house.

You do not have to hold this tension alone. There is a quiet room where no one expects you to smile, where the only thing required is your honest presence.

The light is not asking you to be impressive. It is asking you to be real.

You are safe to stop calculating. You are safe to put the mask down.

Drawing from

Matthew 6:6, Gospel of Thomas 70

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