The Father Runs Before You Speak
The mask is already on, heavy and stiff before the day has truly begun. You are rehearsing the lines you will say tonight, polishing the lie until it sounds like truth, just so they won't see the shame in your eyes.
You think if you can just perform okayness long enough, you will be safe from their disappointment. But the light does not need your performance; it sees the tremor in your hands and the exhaustion behind the smile.
There is a father who watched his son coming home from a long way off, still covered in the filth of his failure, and he did not wait for the apology. He ran.
Before the speech, before the excuse, before the mask could be fully removed — he ran. You do not have to earn the right to be loved tonight.
The light is already running toward you, not to inspect your resume, but to embrace the one who is tired of pretending. Drop the script.
You are known, and you are still held.
Drawing from
Luke, John
Verses
Luke 15:20
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