The Door Closed But Light Remains
The mask fits perfectly this morning. You smile at the coffee machine, at the coworker, at the screen, and nobody sees the hollow space where your apology used to live.
You realized today that the person you owed it to has stopped waiting. They have closed the file.
They have stopped expecting the words that would have mattered so much yesterday. And now the silence between you feels permanent, like a door that has quietly clicked shut while you were busy performing okayness.
But listen — the light does not require your perfect timing to do its work. What you thought was too late is simply a new kind of ground to stand on.
The past cannot be rewritten, but the person holding the regret can be remade. You are not defined by the apology you didn't make.
You are defined by the love that remains, ready to be given to someone else, right now.
Drawing from
John 21:15-17, Gospel of Thomas 51
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