You Were Never Meant to Wear the Mask
The mask feels heavy this morning, doesn't it? You wake up and immediately begin the work of constructing the person everyone expects to see.
You smooth the edges. You hide the cracks.
You wear the smile like armor. But underneath, there is a terrifying suspicion: that this new self is just a performance you cannot sustain.
That if you stop acting for even one second, the whole thing will collapse. You are exhausted from holding up the facade.
Yet the light does not ask you to perform. It sees behind the mask.
It knows the face you are hiding. The light does not love the performance — it loves the person underneath who is so tired of pretending.
You do not have to keep the act together for the light to stay. It is already there, waiting for you to put the armor down.
The struggle is not to become someone new, but to remember you were never meant to wear the mask at all.
Drawing from
John, Gospel of Thomas
Verses
John 8:32
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