the hollow shame of forcing a smile when your body is screaming to collapse

The Light Loves Your Tired Truth

The mask feels heavy right now. You are holding your face in a shape that does not match the tremor in your hands.

You smile at the coffee machine, at the desk, at the hallway mirror—performing a peace you do not feel inside. But the light does not need your performance to see you.

It sees the exhaustion behind the eyes. It sees the weight you are carrying while you pretend to be light.

There is a rest that is not earned by pretending to be okay. The light is gentle and humble in heart, and it offers a yoke that does not add to the burden you are already bearing.

You do not have to hold the smile up for the light to love you. It loves the tired truth more than the bright lie.

The mask is for the world, but the face beneath it is for God. You can put the performance down now.

Drawing from

Matthew, Gospel of Thomas

Verses

Matthew 11:29-30, Thomas 3

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