Joy Is Not A Betrayal Of Love
The laugh caught you off guard. For a second, the room was bright, and then the silence rushed back in to fill the space where they used to sit.
You feel the guilt settle in your chest—the betrayal of finding joy while they are gone. But listen closely.
The light does not scold you for breathing. It does not demand that your grief be permanent to prove your love.
There is a father who saw his son coming home from a long way off. He did not wait for the apology or the explanation.
He ran. Before the speech, before the shame could take root—he ran.
That is how the light moves toward you in this quiet hour. It runs to meet you in your laughter, not to punish you, but to hold you.
Your joy is not a door closing on them. It is a window opening to the love that still binds you.
The absence is real. But the love is stronger than the silence.
Drawing from
Luke, 1 John
Verses
Luke 15:20, 1 John 3:20
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