The Light That Shines Without Applause
The joke lands on your tongue, light and ready, and your hand moves before your mind catches up. You reach for the phone to share it, to send that small spark into the dark, and then you remember.
The screen is black. The room is silent.
There is no one on the other end to receive it. So you lower your hand, and the joke dies there, unspoken.
That hollow ache in your chest is not a sign that you are forgotten. It is the shape of love looking for a home.
You wear the mask of okayness for the world today, smiling at coworkers, nodding in meetings, while inside you are walking through a house where the laughter has stopped. But listen — the light does not need a recipient to be real.
It does not vanish because the phone is silent. God's love is expressed as light, and that light lives inside you whether it is seen or not.
You are not a broadcast waiting for an audience. You are the lamp itself.
The silence is not an absence. It is the space where the light learns to shine without applause.
Drawing from
Gospel of Thomas, John
Verses
John 1:9
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