the terrifying silence after you finally stop performing, where you wait for the sound of their footsteps walking away from the hollow thing they found

The Silence Where the Father Runs

The house is quiet now. The performance is over.

You have taken off the mask that kept you safe all day, and the silence that follows is terrifying. You wait for the sound of footsteps walking away—the sound of someone realizing the hollow thing they found inside you was not worth staying for.

But listen. The silence you hear is not abandonment.

It is the sound of a Father who ran before you even finished your apology. He did not come to inspect the hollow places.

He came to fill them. The light does not flee from what is empty; it rushes in to make its home there.

You are not waiting for someone to leave. You are waiting for the One who has already arrived to speak your name.

Drawing from

Luke 15:20, Gospel of Thomas 77

Verses

Luke 15:20

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