Love Runs Before You Speak
The house is quiet now, but your mind is loud with the echo of what you said hours ago. They are sleeping beside you, breathing in a rhythm you feel you no longer deserve, and every exhale seems to widen the space between your ribs.
You are rehearsing the confession, building the case against yourself, convinced that the distance you feel is a permanent canyon carved by your own hand. But listen — the light does not wait for your perfect apology to bridge the gap.
There is a father who saw his son coming home from a long way off, still covered in the filth of his failure, and before the speech could even begin, he ran. He did not wait for the cleanup.
He did not wait for the promise to do better. He ran while the shame was still fresh.
The light is already running toward the truth you are afraid to speak. It is not waiting for you to be worthy of closeness; it is closing the distance while you are still trembling.
The lie you told is real, but the love that holds you through it is realer.
Drawing from
Luke, 1 John
Verses
Luke 15:20, 1 John 3:20
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