Your Tears Prove You Are Not Lost
The house is quiet now, but your mind is loud with the accusation that you are a fraud. You have said 'I'm sorry' so many times that the words feel like a trick you learned to make the pain stop, not a truth you feel.
You are terrified that your remorse is just another performance, a polished mask designed to escape the consequences you deserve. But listen — the light does not demand perfection from your lips.
There was a man who broke everything, who denied the very presence of love three times in one night. He did not offer a perfect speech.
He had no grand apology left, only tears and a hollow chest. And the light did not ask for his credentials.
It did not analyze his motives to see if he was manipulating the situation. It simply asked if he loved.
Your fear that you are incapable of real change is the very proof that you are not lost. A true manipulator does not grieve their own deception.
You are awake in the dark because the truth is already alive in you, fighting to be heard.
Drawing from
John, Luke
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