replaying the moment you said 'i'm fine' over and over, hating yourself for lying while desperately hoping someone will ask again so you don't have to break the silence first

The Light Runs Before You Speak

The house is quiet now, but your mind is loud with the echo of that one word. 'Fine.' You said it so easily, and now you hate yourself for the lie.

You replay the moment, wondering why you slammed the door when what you really wanted was for someone to knock again. You are waiting for them to ask a second time, terrified that if you speak the truth now, you will break the silence forever.

But listen — the light does not need you to perform okayness. It is not fooled by the mask, and it is not repelled by the lie.

There was a father who saw his son coming home from a long way off. He did not wait for the speech.

He ran. Before the apology, before the confession — he ran.

The light is already running toward the part of you that is not fine. You do not have to shatter the silence to be found.

The truth that lives in you knows your voice, even when you whisper.

Drawing from

Luke 15:20, 2 John 1:2

Verses

Luke 15:20, 2 John 1:2

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