the paralyzing fear that your partner's patience is a countdown timer and that one honest mistake will make them finally leave

You Are Held While The World Sleeps

The house is quiet now, but your mind is loud with the math of your own failures. You lie there counting every mistake, convinced your partner's patience is a countdown timer waiting to hit zero.

You hold your breath, terrified that one honest slip will be the thing that finally makes them leave. But listen — the love that stays with you through this long night is not a fragile resource running low.

It is a river that does not dry up because you stumbled. The light that lives inside you does not flicker out when you are afraid.

It simply burns, steady and silent, waiting for you to stop holding your breath. You are not being tolerated until the clock runs out.

You are being held while the world sleeps.

Drawing from

Gospel of Thomas, Sophia of Jesus Christ

Verses

Sophia of Jesus Christ 93:5-8

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