forcing a smile back at them while feeling like your face is made of wet clay

The Silence Behind Your Mask

The house is quiet now, but your face still feels heavy, like wet clay that has begun to set in a shape you did not choose. You forced the smile back at them because you had to, but now, in the dark, the mask feels like it belongs to someone else.

There is a room inside you where no one sees, a place behind the closed door where the performance stops and the real you can finally breathe. The light does not need your face to be fixed or your expression to be correct; it only asks that you stop holding the weight of the act.

In that hidden place, you are not a statue of clay, but a living thing that is allowed to rest without an audience. The smile was for them, but the silence is for you.

Drawing from

Matthew 6:6, Gospel of Mary 5:4-5

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