lying perfectly still in bed after they have finally gone to sleep, terrified that the sound of your own breathing or the creak of the mattress will wake them and restart the war

The Dawn Does Not Wait For Silence

The house is quiet now, but your body is still braced for the impact. You hold your breath as if silence is something you can manufacture, terrified that the creak of the mattress will restart the war.

But notice — the dawn is coming whether you stay still or move. The light does not depend on your perfect performance to arrive.

It rises on its own accord, indifferent to your fear, gentle over the noise you made last night and the silence you keep now. You do not have to earn the morning by holding your breath.

The sun is already on its way to find you exactly as you are — trembling, awake, and alive.

Drawing from

Gospel of Thomas, Matthew

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