The Light Runs Before You Speak
The house is quiet now, but the silence is loud with the replay. You see it again—the moment their eyes widened, the exact second you realized you had asked for too much.
In the gathering dark, that memory feels like a stone you swallowed, heavy and cold, sitting in the center of your chest. But listen closely.
The light does not flinch at your excess. It does not calculate the cost of your need and decide you are too much to hold.
There was a father who saw his son coming home from a long way off. He did not wait for the apology to finish.
He ran. Before the speech, before the shame could take root—he ran.
That running is the truth that breaks the replay. The darkness tries to convince you that your hunger disqualified you, but the light says your hunger is exactly what drew it near.
You are not a burden that slipped. You are the one being sought.
The night is not a courtroom where you are tried for asking. It is the place where the running begins.
Drawing from
Luke, Matthew
Verses
Luke 15:20, Matthew 11:28
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