You Are Not the Architect of This Pain
The house is quiet now, but the silence feels heavy with everything that was said today. You are carrying a weight that does not belong to you—the quiet, crushing belief that if you had been better, quieter, or different, this breaking would not have happened.
But listen closely. The fracture you are watching is not your creation.
You did not build the walls that are crumbling, and you cannot be the reason they fall. There is a love that existed before your first breath, a light that saw you before it saw the conflict, and that light knows the truth your heart is too afraid to speak: you are not the cause.
The darkness tries to convince you that you are the architect of this pain, but the light sees you simply as the child who needs to be held. You are safe in the gathering dark, not because the storm has passed, but because the love holding you is stronger than the breaking.
Drawing from
Gospel of Mary, Luke
Verses
Gospel of Mary 4:28-29
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