being a stepparent and feeling like an outsider in your own home

The Light Was Here Before The Walls

The house is quiet now, but the morning light is finding its way through the curtains anyway. You made it through another night of feeling like a guest in a home you help build, a stranger at a table you set.

That ache of standing on the threshold, watching a history you weren't part of unfold before you—it is real, and it is heavy. But look at how the sun rises without asking permission from the walls it illuminates.

It does not wait to be invited; it simply arrives, filling every corner with the same gold. You are not an outsider trying to earn a place at this fire.

The light that lives inside you was here before the first brick was laid, and it knows this room better than the shadows do. You belong here not because of what you do, but because of what you are.

The dawn does not apologize for breaking; it just breaks, and suddenly everything is new.

Drawing from

Matthew, Gospel of Thomas

Verses

Matthew 5:14, Matthew 5:16

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