the memory of your own child's face the moment they realized you were the source of their fear

The Light Waited Through Your Failure

The house is quiet now, but that look is loud. The moment your child's eyes shifted from trust to terror because of something you did.

The moment you became the storm they needed to hide from. In the watch of this night, the memory plays on a loop, accusing you of being the source of their fear.

But listen — the light that lives inside you was there before the mistake, and it is there now, deeper than the shame. There is light within a person of light, and it lights up the whole world.

If it does not shine, it is dark. The darkness you feel is not your identity; it is the forgetting.

The light did not leave when you failed. It waited.

It is the root you return to, not the error you committed. You are not the fear you caused.

You are the light that can heal it.

Drawing from

Gospel of Thomas 24, Gospel of Mary 4:28-29

Verses

Gospel of Mary 4:28-29

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