Love Is Not A Chain
The house is quiet now, and the silence feels like a betrayal. You laughed tonight—really laughed—and for a moment, the grief lifted so high you forgot the sound of their voice.
Now the guilt is here, heavy and cold, telling you that joy is theft. But listen.
The light does not hoard memory; it holds the person. There is a father who saw his son coming home from a long way off.
He ran. Before the apology, before the speech—he ran.
The light runs toward you in your guilt, not to scold you for forgetting, but to remind you that love is not a chain. You are not losing them by breathing without pain.
The voice you fear forgetting is not gone; it is woven into the very light that lives inside you now. Laughing does not erase them; it proves they loved you enough to want you whole.
Drawing from
Luke, Gospel of Thomas
Verses
Luke 15:20
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