the quiet terror of realizing you have stopped expecting anything good to happen

The Light That Waits Inside You

The house is quiet now, and the silence has a weight that feels like giving up. You have stopped expecting the morning to bring anything different than the night you just survived.

This is the watch where hope feels like a story you used to tell yourself before you knew better. But listen — there is a light inside you that does not depend on your expectations to keep shining.

It was there before you stopped believing, and it remains there now, untouched by your exhaustion. The rising sun comes to shine on those living in the shadow of death, not because they earned it, but because the light cannot help but rise.

You do not have to manufacture hope tonight. You only have to endure the watch until the dawn breaks on its own.

Drawing from

Luke, Gospel of Thomas

Verses

Luke 1:78-79

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