the secret rehearsing of your own disappearance to spare them the trouble

The Light Runs Before You Speak

The house is quiet now, and the script you've been rehearsing all night is ready. You have memorized the exact words to make your leaving seem like a gift to them—a way to spare them the trouble of carrying you.

In the silence, the logic feels flawless. But there was a father who saw his son while he was still a long way off.

He did not wait for the speech. He did not wait for the apology to be perfected.

He ran. Before the first syllable could leave your lips, the light was already moving toward you.

It does not calculate the cost of your staying. It only knows the cost of your absence.

You are not a burden to be managed. You are the one being sought.

The light does not need you to disappear to make things easier. It needs you to stay.

Drawing from

Luke, John

Verses

Luke 15:20, John 10:10

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