rehearsing the apology you think you owe for existing

The Embrace Came Before The Speech

The house is quiet now, and the mind begins its inventory of the day. You are rehearsing the apology you think you owe simply for existing.

The words form in the dark, heavy with the weight of taking up space. But listen — the light does not ask you to shrink.

It does not require you to earn your place in the room. There is a father who saw his son coming home from a long way off.

He ran. Before the speech, before the shame could be spoken, he ran.

The embrace came first. The light is already moving toward you while you are still rehearsing your guilt.

You do not need to apologize for being here. You are not a burden to the dark; you are the reason the light knocked in the first place.

The night is not a courtroom; it is a waiting room for grace.

Drawing from

Luke, John

Verses

Luke 15:20, John 3:20

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