The Silence Is Not An Accusation
The house is quiet now, and the mask you wore all day feels heavy enough to crack your jaw. You are terrified that if you stop performing the version of yourself your siblings expect, the silence in the room will become so loud it proves you were never really part of the family.
But listen — the silence is not an accusation. It is the space where the performance ends and the truth begins.
There was a father who saw his son coming home from a long way off. He did not wait for the speech.
He did not wait for the role to be resumed. He ran.
Before the apology, before the explanation — he ran. The light does not love the character you play.
It loves the one hiding behind the curtain. You are not an imposter waiting to be exposed.
You are the child who is already home. The silence is not proof of your absence.
It is the sound of the light holding you without a single word.
Drawing from
Luke, John
Verses
Luke 15:20
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