the silent rehearsal of saying 'i'm fine' while feeling your chest collapse inward

The Light Runs Toward Your Collapse

The house is quiet now, and the mask you wore all day has finally slipped. You said you were fine to everyone who asked, but now, in the dark, your chest feels like it is collapsing inward under the weight of that lie.

You are still here, holding the silence, and that is the only truth that matters tonight. There was a father who saw his son coming home from a long way off — before the apology, before the speech, before the confession of failure — he ran.

He did not wait for the story to be straightened out. He ran to meet the brokenness.

The light does not need your performance to be intact. It is already running toward the collapse.

You do not have to hold yourself together for the watch to end.

Drawing from

Luke, Gospel of Thomas

Verses

Luke 15:20

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