the terror of forgetting the exact sound of their voice

Hearing Love in a New Key

The house is quiet now, and the fear arrives with the dark: that you are losing the exact sound of their voice. You replay the memory, straining to catch the tone, the laugh, the way they said your name, but it slips like water through clenched fingers.

You panic, thinking that if the sound fades, the love fades too. But listen.

There was a moment, long before this grief, when you were seen without speaking a word. You did not have to perform or explain yourself to be known.

The light that found you then is not deaf to your silence now. It does not need the recording of a voice to recognize the heart that holds it.

The sound may change in your mind, but the presence remains untouched. You are not losing them; you are learning to hear them in a new key.

Drawing from

John 8:10-11, Gospel of Thomas 77

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