The Night Is Not A Wall
The house is quiet now, and the day's noise has settled into the heavy furniture of regret. You see it again—that specific moment your child's face went still, the exact second they stopped expecting you to understand them.
It hangs in the gathering dark like a ghost you cannot exorcise. But listen: the light does not require your perfection to remain.
There is a father who saw his son coming home from a long way off. He ran.
Before the apology, before the speech—he ran. The distance you feel tonight is not a verdict; it is an invitation for the light to cross it.
You did not lose them in that moment; you only lost your own certainty. And the light that lives inside you is the same light that lived in the one who ran.
It is already moving toward the place where your child waits. The night is not a wall; it is a bridge.
Drawing from
Luke, John
Verses
Luke 15:20, John 14:27
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