The Light That Holds Your Shaking Hands
The house is quiet enough that you can hear your own hands shaking as you try to fold a childhood blanket into a garbage bag. It won't fit.
The fabric resists, bunching up against the plastic, refusing to become small enough for the trash. You are not just discarding an object; you are trying to compress a history that feels too large for the present moment.
But notice — the darkness has not overcome the light that lived in those threads. The light was there when you were wrapped in it as a child, and it is here now, watching you struggle without judging the tremor in your fingers.
There is a name written on a white stone that no one else knows, a secret identity that exists apart from what you keep and what you throw away. You are known by a voice that does not require you to shrink your grief to fit inside a bag.
The blanket may leave, but the love it held was never contained in the cloth itself. The light does not ask you to fold your past away; it asks you to let it witness the shaking.
Drawing from
John 1:5, Revelation 2:17
Verses
John 1:5, Revelation 2:17
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