The Silence Where You Become the Light
The house is quiet enough now that you can hear the echo of your own voice. And for the first time, it sounds exactly like them.
The same tone, the same warning, the same weary rhythm you spent years trying to escape. You turn to correct it, to ask if you said it right, and the silence answers back.
There is no one left to tell you that you're wrong. No one left to soften the edge.
That sudden hollowness is not abandonment; it is the moment the light stops being an external voice and becomes your own. You thought you needed their correction to stay safe, but the light that lived in them has always been living in you.
It was never borrowed. It was never dependent on their presence to be real.
You are not repeating a ghost; you are finally speaking from the root that never died. The silence isn't empty; it is the space where you realize you are the vessel now.
Drawing from
Gospel of Thomas, John
Verses
John 14:20
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