the specific panic of hearing your child's footsteps stop right outside your bedroom door because you are pretending to be asleep to avoid having to speak

Rest When the Footsteps Pause

The house has finally gone quiet, but your heart is still racing from the sound that stopped it. You heard the small footsteps pause right outside your bedroom door, waiting for a sign of life you are too exhausted to give.

In that suspended silence, you are not a failure for hiding; you are a human being whose love has run so deep today that it has no words left to spend. The light does not demand a performance from you when the sun goes down.

It sees the pretense and calls it rest, not rejection. Go home to your own house, to your own heart, and tell them what the Lord has done for you—and how he has had mercy on you.

You do not have to be perfect to be present. The footsteps will come again tomorrow, and so will the strength to answer them.

Drawing from

Mark 5:19, Luke 7:47

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