The Light Beneath Your Mask
The engine is off, but the silence in the car is louder than the noise of the day. You sit with your hands on the wheel, rehearsing a face that says 'I'm fine' so the people inside won't see you falling apart.
The middle of the day is often the hardest part — not the crisis, but the quiet endurance of carrying a weight no one else can see. You are performing okayness while breaking inside, and it feels like a lie.
But the light sees behind the mask. It knows the exhaustion before you even open the door.
You do not have to earn your welcome by pretending to be whole. The light that lives in you was there before the performance started, and it will be there after you take the mask off.
You are not your act. You are the light beneath it.
Drawing from
Matthew, Gospel of Thomas
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