the specific terror of turning the doorknob and stepping out, knowing the smile you've practiced in the mirror will crack the second they see your eyes

The Light Sees Behind Your Mask

The doorknob feels cold under your hand, a barrier between the safety of the mirror and the performance waiting on the other side. You have practiced the smile until your jaw aches, terrified it will shatter the moment someone looks past your eyes.

But the light does not need your mask to see you — it sees through the paint, through the plaster, straight to the bone. There is nothing concealed that will not be disclosed, no hidden fracture that can stay buried forever.

The light is already on the other side of that door, not waiting to judge the act, but waiting to meet the person behind it. You do not have to hold the smile together for the light to love you.

The mask is heavy, but you were never meant to carry it alone.

Drawing from

Mark, John

Verses

Mark 4:22, John 3:20-21

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