staring at the closed door of the room you snapped in, terrified that your silence is being interpreted as indifference rather than exhaustion

Running Before You Speak

The door is closed now, and the silence inside this room feels heavy enough to crush you. You are staring at the wood, terrified that the people on the other side think you don't care — that your quiet is indifference.

But they cannot see what you are carrying. They do not know that you stopped speaking because you had nothing left to give, not because you had nothing left to feel.

There was a father who saw his son coming home from a long way off. He did not wait for the speech.

He ran. Before the apology, before the explanation — he ran.

Your exhaustion is not a rejection of them. It is the honest limit of a human heart that has loved too hard for too long.

The light inside you knows the difference between walking away and falling down. You are not cold.

You are just empty. And the light is already filling the space where your words used to be.

Drawing from

Luke, Gospel of Thomas

Verses

Luke 15:20

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