Exhaustion Is Not Indifference To Love
The door is closed, and the silence on the other side feels heavy enough to crush you. You are staring at the wood, terrified that your quiet is being read as coldness, as a wall you built on purpose.
But exhaustion is not indifference. It is the body's honest admission that it has nothing left to give right now.
The light knows the difference between a heart that has turned away and a heart that simply needed to stop. You did not snap because you stopped caring; you snapped because you cared too much for too long without rest.
The dawn is arriving not to demand an explanation, but to fill the room you were too tired to keep lit. What you withheld last night was not love—it was survival.
And the morning does not ask for your apology. It only asks for your presence.
Drawing from
John 8:10-11, Gospel of Thomas 51
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