The Light Waits in Your Tears
The door clicks shut and the smile drops like a stone. You held it together for twelve hours, performing a version of yourself that the world could handle, but now the silence of the house feels heavier than the noise ever was.
The mask was a shield, but shields are exhausting to carry when there is no war left to fight. In this deepest hour, when the performance ends and the trembling begins, you do not need to summon more strength to stand.
The light does not ask you to put the face back on. It is not offended by the collapse.
It is the quiet presence sitting on the floor with you in the dark, waiting for the real you to surface. You are not falling apart; you are finally taking off the weight that was never yours to hold.
The light was not in the smile you gave the world today. It is in the tears you are allowing yourself to cry right now.
Drawing from
John 11:35, Luke 10:41-42
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