The Hands Made For Your Cracks
The day is ending, and the armor you wore for twelve hours feels heavy enough to crush your ribs. You want to let it fall. You want to be held. But a cold fear whispers: if they see the real you—the messy, broken, unpolished parts—they will recoil. They will be disgusted. They will let go.
Listen. There was a moment when Jesus looked at a man who had been blind from birth—a man everyone else saw as a mistake, a punishment, something wrong. And Jesus said: 'I saw you.' Not 'I see your condition.' I saw you. Before you spoke. Before you proved your worth. He saw the person underneath the pain.
The light does not disgust easily. It is not looking for a performance to admire. It is looking for a person to hold. When you finally stop pretending and let the mask slip, you are not revealing something unlovable. You are revealing the only thing that can be loved: the truth.
The hands reaching for you are not afraid of your cracks. They are made to fit them.
Drawing from
John 1:48, Gospel of Thomas 70
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