the memory of a specific childhood moment where you cried and were told to stop making a scene

The Light Runs Toward Your Tears

The day is ending, and the armor you wore to survive it finally feels heavy enough to drop. You remember the moment clearly: a child's tears spilling over in a crowded room, and the sharp command to stop making a scene.

So you swallowed the cry. You learned that your pain was an inconvenience, a disruption to be silenced before it could be seen.

But tonight, in the quiet of this exhale, the light is not asking you to be quiet. It is not embarrassed by your grief.

There was a father who saw his son coming home from a long way off — broken, ashamed, rehearsing a speech about unworthiness. He did not wait for the apology.

He ran. Before the words could form, he threw his arms around him and kissed him.

The embrace came first. The light runs toward your tears, not away from them.

It does not see a scene; it sees a child who needs to be held. You do not have to earn the right to weep tonight.

The silence you were forced into is broken by a love that speaks your name louder than any shame. You are not too much for this room.

You are exactly enough.

Drawing from

Luke 15:20, Gospel of Thomas 24

Verses

Luke 15:20

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