the fear that your anger means you have lost your faith entirely

The Light That Stays Through Your Fire

The day is ending, and the armor you wore for twelve hours is finally coming off. Underneath, there is a heat you didn't expect — a sharp, burning anger that feels like it has swallowed your faith whole.

You are afraid that this rage means you have lost the light entirely, that you have become something the Father no longer recognizes. But listen — the light does not flee from your fire.

In the stillness of this room, a voice speaks to the trembling heart: 'If our hearts condemn us, we know that God is greater than our hearts.' Your anger is real, but it is not bigger than the One who holds you. The flame of your fury cannot burn up the love that lives inside you; it only proves you are still alive, still feeling, still human.

The light is not afraid of your darkness. It sits with you in the exhale, waiting for the heat to cool into peace.

Drawing from

1 John, Sophia of Jesus Christ

Verses

1 John 3:20, Sophia of Jesus Christ 100:1-5

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