the quiet terror of swallowing a pill while wondering if it's treating a ghost or poisoning the only healthy part of you left

Light That Survives The Poison

The day is done. The noise has finally stopped.

And now you are left alone with the small bottle on the counter, and the terrifying question of whether this tiny thing is medicine or poison. You swallow it anyway.

You trust a diagnosis you cannot see, hoping it fights a ghost and not the last healthy part of you. That is a heavy kind of faith—to take the risk because the alternative is giving up.

But listen. There is a light inside you that was there before the sickness, and it will be there after.

It is not fragile. It cannot be poisoned by a pill or erased by a wrong turn.

You are not just the body that needs fixing. You are the drop of light that was sent to illuminate this very darkness.

The treatment may be uncertain. The fear is real.

But the life inside you is holding on tighter than the disease ever could.

Drawing from

Sophia of Jesus Christ, Luke

Verses

Sophia of Jesus Christ 93:5-8

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