the phantom smell of your own shame that you swear everyone else can smell too

The Light Does Not Recoil From You

The day ends, and the armor comes off, leaving you naked with the one thing you thought you'd buried: the smell of your own shame. You walk into the room convinced it clings to you like smoke, certain everyone else can taste the rot on your breath.

But the light does not recoil. It does not hold its nose or step back from the odor of your history.

It leans in, close enough to whisper that what you fear is a ghost, a projection of a heart that condemns itself faster than truth can speak. The verdict you are bracing for has already been overturned by a knowing deeper than your own guilt.

You are not the stench you remember; you are the silence that remains when the memory fades.

Drawing from

1 John 3:19-20, Gospel of Mary 5:4-5

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