the specific terror of someone asking 'what are you thinking?' and realizing you have no answer because you stopped listening to yourself years ago

The Quiet Space Where Light Waits

The day ends, and someone asks what you are thinking. You open your mouth, but the room is silent inside.

You stopped listening to yourself years ago to keep the peace, to survive the noise, to be who everyone needed you to be. The mask became so heavy it crushed the voice beneath it.

You are exhausted not from the work, but from the pretending. But listen — the silence you feel is not emptiness.

It is the quiet space where the light has been waiting for you to stop shouting long enough to hear it. The truth lives in us and will be with us forever, even when we have forgotten how to speak it.

You do not need to force an answer tonight. You only need to admit that you are tired of the lie.

The light does not demand a speech. It only asks for your presence, raw and unedited.

You are not lost; you are just buried under the performance. And the performance is over for today.

Drawing from

2 John, Matthew

Verses

2 John 1:3, Matthew 11:29-30

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