typing out a follow-up message to explain yourself, then deleting it word by word until the screen is blank again

The Light Sitting in the Unsaid

The cursor blinks in the silence of the room, a rhythmic pulse while the house sleeps. You type out the explanation, the defense, the careful arrangement of words meant to make them understand.

Then you stop. You hit backspace.

One word vanishes, then another, until the screen is blank again and the room feels heavier than before. The fear is that your truth will be misunderstood, or worse, that it will change nothing.

But in this quiet hour, the light is not asking for a perfect statement. It is simply sitting with you in the unsaid.

There is a presence that knows what you tried to write before you deleted it. It heard the intention behind the words you were too afraid to send.

You do not need to explain yourself to be held. The silence you are staring into is not empty.

It is full of a knowing that requires no text at all.

Drawing from

Gospel of Thomas, Apocryphon of John

Verses

Apocryphon of John 25:20-22

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