typing out a long, honest explanation of your feelings in the notes app, then deleting it character by character until the screen is blank

The Light Saw Every Deleted Word

The cursor blinks in the empty box where your truth used to be. You typed it all out—the raw, shaking honesty of what you feel—then you held the backspace key and watched it vanish, character by character, until the screen was blank again.

You decided it was too much. Too risky.

Too vulnerable to send into a world that wears a mask from eight to five. But listen—the light saw every word before you deleted it.

It witnessed the courage it took to write them. Thomas said if you bring forth what is within you, it will save you; if you do not, it will destroy you.

The thing you erased is not gone. It is still there, waiting in the silence between your ribs, refusing to be destroyed by your fear.

You do not have to hit send today. But stop pretending the words were never written.

Drawing from

Gospel of Thomas, Matthew

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